I would create a blog that only the Russian and German
could follow,
especially now that things are getting spicy
between the 3 of us.
It doesn't turn me on,
get me off,
or arouse me,
to receive information
that people in this town know about this blog.
It defeats the whole purpose
of trying to remain unknown by the locals !
I'm not looking to recreate "The Russian Experience" with anyone
that I have already met,
or people that think they know me from somewhere,
like the grocery store,
or workplace.
This is my trip,
and I want to be left alone in my vacuum
to process through it.
That's what this blog is:
It's a documentation of what process looks like.
It's not meant to be discussed or interrupted.
Please don't make me feel uncomfortable,
by sharing your thoughts about my blog,
with me.
Just recognize that I have boundaries,
and don't want my ability to communicate with the Russian
to be impeded in any way.
...Suddenly, I lost my taste for writing erotica fiction.
